Stupid boy; stupid week.

Hello again.
im bored and tired..but i cnt sleep. Slept in th afternoon, thts why i guess.
tmr supposed to go seoul garden for lunch with saritha all but plan backfired. So, i guess i will be watching th vegas movie or maybe just slack around with darvin, sheetal all. depends.

~Some random thoughts going on my mind~
i love him..i want th best for him..den why am i wishing they *break up? Its times like this when i think of him,and wonder if he ever thinks of me..So there's this boy; Who makes me smile, no matter how bad i feel, who knows what to say just to make my day..He's th one person i hate to go a day without talking to . Most importantly, i think he's th guy whom i happen to love right now.

I hate you.
I hate how you look at her.
I hate how your face brightens when you talk to her.
I hate all of it..

But,
th truth is that i can never hate you.
i only thing i hate is how,
im not her.

Sigh.this is gonna be a difficult and depressing week.
i hate how things are. why cant they remain like they were last time?
Just the thought of this, makes me go crazy.
CRAZY.
I've never been like this before. What is wrong with me?

i'll be smiling but inside, i'm dying.
Good-bye to all th good times we once shared. i'll miss them and you.


i feel better already. much better than i was at 11.58 anyways.

'All good things come to an end.
'Jaspreet.