My life's a mess.

cousin, Rhea(:

I wish i was her!!..cos skinned knees don't hurt as much as broken hearts):
lil cousin, enjoy ur early childhood..now i sound like some old grandma.

today stayed at home for th whole day..B.O.R.I.N.G...played psp, played playstation(th tv one), played com, did french manicure for myself, turned out out nice eh!! yay! i maybe going malaysia on saturday..malacca.but once again, depends..not confirmed yet.anyways only one day kind of affair.

Tmr going back to school for that mediacorp thing. damn lay-chay( i dunno how to spell lah)..after tht going orchard to collect my beloved phone(: i promise to take better care of my phone..like instead of dropping it 10 times , i'll drop it only 5 times=D i hope everything at th mediacorp turns out fine, i wouldnt want to get my laughing attacks and make a fool out of myself, do i?!!

see wad i fucking mean?!! how to let go? how?? u not giving me a chance to let go also):
damn confusing lah. Wad do you want? u're a confused guy, go sort out your life first lah. wad about her den? you might be joking and whatever, but hey, stop joking until this extent!! pls dont joke if u are..cos u making me fall deeper and deeper..it's gonna hurt me more and more..th more i try to forget and get over, you come along and tell me all these stuff. stop it lah. unless you are really true to wad u say; stop kidding around ready. i told myself; i'll never get you and i should forget you..wad bout you? i dont noe wad u want also..i wish i could go into ur mind and figure things out..i swear; you're making me so bloody confused..whenever i think i noe wad im doing, you come and den everything is blurr again..i want you, but i cnt have you): all these had to happen during th june holidays somemore..even worse. i think i need to be sent to th mental hosital soon.
'Falling

'Jaspreet