Tha quiz(:

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
`when i don't want th sun to shine and when i want th world to end=P how th hell would i noe?!

2. What you want the most now?
` to love and be loved in return. and meeting my LOVED ONES nowww!!!! soon, wadever!

3. Do you believe in afterlife?
` hmm..i'm not really sure.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
`erm..depends..even if i do; its probably cos im fucked up at tht particular moment):

5. When do you wish to die?
`when im ready to.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
`seen one.and thus, i believe in it.

7. What impossible things u would wish to do?
`A lot luh.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
`sure do.

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to comit suicide?
`not until comitting suicide..and i apologised for what i did):

10. What feeling do you love most?
` to be loved.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
`trust, real care and concern.

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
`how i feel after a huge arguement.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
`sure thing. but sometimes depends on th person.

14. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
`shooting with kesh for th mediacorp thing=P and meeting my loved ones(:

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
`Family, friends, my sistah.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
`Family, cousins, best friends, sister(:

17. Do you find life meaningless?
`yeap. unless im super high(:

18. Who do you love the most?
`family, best friends and sister.<3

19. What's your latest injury?
`erm..blister thanks to my heels.

20.Is there a quote you live by?
`Shut up and die..no la! nth..

21. Who's the last person you slapped?
`darvin; but not on his face=P

22. Do you enjoy watching porn?
`powerr lah=D -_-

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all. here it goes.. add another question in- "If today was th last day of your life, would are 3 things you would do?" and i wanna tag;

1.Saritha
2.Keshini
3.Varsha
4.Wanting
5.Chuan wah
6.Alson
7.Jan
8.Liying


`Yea.it ends here=D

sister-less for a day(:

plans for tmr's malaysia trip= crushed

plans for tonight's clubbing= crushed

*sigh*

yay! no sister to disturb me today..No one to draw stuff on my body using my eye liner and mascara,No one to break my barbie dolls heads (i dont play them anymore!), No one to come and shout into my ear randomly, No one to wrestle with(:, No one to threaten to reveal my secrets to my parents=P phew..but she's only away for a day..over at her best friend's hse, helping for their family's wedding. but yyea, no one to entertain me wen im bored tonight. bummer):

today went shopping with mum. Straight to orchard; tangs to be exact..damn fucking tirred..my pumps were killing me so i bought new heels!! yay!! wearing heels is much comfortable for me..except i wish i was a lil shorter): mummy had a voucher so she bought her stuff, refused to buy anything for me from tangs-_-.. i almost bought a PARIS HILTON bag but den no more stock! walao! so fucking nice eh..damn dissapointed..nvm ah..walk walk, i saw a guess wallet; wanted it but den again no more stock! fucked up lah..after tht i didnt bother looking out for anything nice.. sad ready okay):

too tired to go malaysia..need to sit in th freaking car for like 4 hours? it's far, malacca.. 4 hours with my cousin? no way..by th time i reach malacca i would die of over- FIGHTING/ WRESTLING. yup, believe it or not, last year, three of us, me, my sis and my 19 year old cousin were wrestling behind th car!! half of th time, till we fell asleep. he's 19 and still bullying me. bad guy eh? ):

oh..well..he's my cousin and i still love him(:

fuck.still havent got my phone..its corroded to th max):

tmr going threading with kesh and den maybe to senkang for a lil more shopping=P

i've nth to say now.

buh-bye

'All because of you; you're th sweetest drug(:

'Jaspreet

i love him, i love him not?

'Jaspreet
bus ride from th audition was a bore,


i'ma be a happy girl now..(:
im gonna go mad soon if this continues
yeah, well i had nth else to do..
dont ask.
u're th sweetness in my bandung(:

kiss

hello(:
hello again(:
cos i love her

mediacorp toilet

in that freaking cold bus
kesh was too engrossed in my psp=(

closeee-up
audition day
kesh(:

=P

hello yaw!
=D
(:

heya all(:

finally managed to get all these pics into my com; from my dumb phone. i noe its really a lot..but hahahahh..deal with it(:

am so fucking pissed..keep getting all these unknown calls where all i hear is some muffled voices and den ppl laughing as if they've never heard a joke before. fucked up lah. a bit irritating ah..especially if u get calls 12 midnight to 4 in th fucking morning? i noe prank calling can be fun at times; but not until like tht la losers.-_- mad jacoons.

tmr going to th stupid service centre again to sign some form. damn susa la! wasting my time. stupid corroded phone):

wah..saw my schedule for th filming/shooting..damn tedious can? from 1-8 june everyday must go school for at least 5 hours! woah..they say they will pay us an allowance but i dunno wad to expect also..oh well.

fuck.i think im screwing things up; big time!! arghhh..be normal jas; be normal=D

'All because of you; you're th sweetest drug(:
'Jaspreet

& i love him so so much but its all just so confusing):

Heya(:
today went mediacorp with th school..finally discussed and decided wad to wear with keshini.. dress up damn formal can?!! met her at her hse, and den went to school..reached there super early and den were a bit uncomfortable eh.cos we like th only ones wearing home clothes, cos we were early..Left for mediacorp around 1.30?

I and kesh were talking bout our lives; how guys are spoiling it):..and how we are forgeting stuff, and camwhored a-LOT! as usual..fucking long since i saw her can?! i miss her loads..she damn cute! righttt..omg! today ate a lot la! keshini, i, vinod and jehvan= eating buddies..dunno how much we ate also! den had auditions..one by one, go inside this room where u sit on a chair in front of th camera and a guy. damn scary..i was trembling half of th time. den he asked me read th script with emotions a few times before shooting it..and there, done(: im gonna be famous=D just kidding yea? i dont even noe if i got any speaking part.

then there was this fucking proud lady, ok, i admit she pretty and all but she so damn proud can? she come out of th lift den like everyone was looking at her cos she pretty la..den she keep on rolling her eyes all!! walk walk , until th door, she slipped and almost fell cos her heels were damn high..serves her right for being a proud peacock..den can see she damn pai-seh ready! damn funny can? all of us were laughing at her!

th ppl at mediacorp all so sian and proud lah. smile at them also dunno how to smile back. unfriendly jacoons..all those ppl must be taught to smile first=P pics some other day..havent got back my phone yet; cos it's completely corroded; today th lady called me and told me i need to go back and sign something first before they can send my phone for servicing again. sian la! completely corroded?!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! iwantmyphoneback..pretty pls?!! with th cherry on top?
Wad th fuck you want? hey hey, u making me damn confused. i noe i should be happy; but im not completely happy cos i dont noe if you're joking or wad. u keep doing this kind of things den u say u like her? sigh; i was trying to forget you but then after these few days; i found myself falling for you much much much deeper..and i noe i want you like nth else=D I need to noe if u are joking or wad. den only, i'll be satisfied): but u sure are doing a great job in making me think bout you all th time..or at least half th time.

& I LOVE YOU(: loads. but its damn confusing):

'All because of you; you're th sweeteest drug(:
'Jaspreet

My life's a mess.

cousin, Rhea(:

I wish i was her!!..cos skinned knees don't hurt as much as broken hearts):
lil cousin, enjoy ur early childhood..now i sound like some old grandma.

today stayed at home for th whole day..B.O.R.I.N.G...played psp, played playstation(th tv one), played com, did french manicure for myself, turned out out nice eh!! yay! i maybe going malaysia on saturday..malacca.but once again, depends..not confirmed yet.anyways only one day kind of affair.

Tmr going back to school for that mediacorp thing. damn lay-chay( i dunno how to spell lah)..after tht going orchard to collect my beloved phone(: i promise to take better care of my phone..like instead of dropping it 10 times , i'll drop it only 5 times=D i hope everything at th mediacorp turns out fine, i wouldnt want to get my laughing attacks and make a fool out of myself, do i?!!

see wad i fucking mean?!! how to let go? how?? u not giving me a chance to let go also):
damn confusing lah. Wad do you want? u're a confused guy, go sort out your life first lah. wad about her den? you might be joking and whatever, but hey, stop joking until this extent!! pls dont joke if u are..cos u making me fall deeper and deeper..it's gonna hurt me more and more..th more i try to forget and get over, you come along and tell me all these stuff. stop it lah. unless you are really true to wad u say; stop kidding around ready. i told myself; i'll never get you and i should forget you..wad bout you? i dont noe wad u want also..i wish i could go into ur mind and figure things out..i swear; you're making me so bloody confused..whenever i think i noe wad im doing, you come and den everything is blurr again..i want you, but i cnt have you): all these had to happen during th june holidays somemore..even worse. i think i need to be sent to th mental hosital soon.
'Falling

'Jaspreet

i want my phone back!!! ):

tht dumb phone im using now..
since now i got no pics to take):

Fuck-ity fuck..stupid phone got corroded..thanks to th smart ones, who apparently got holes in their mouths! drink coke also can spill onto my phone..nutssssss..sent it for repair todday and am stuck with a stupid sensor phone-samsung e900..it looks nice but e sensor damn fucking irritating. sigh.


went orchard today, and finally shopped..bought 4 tops and 2 jeans.. and also some cosmetics(: got so much of sale, i feel like grabbing everything can? going shopping with mummy is fun cos she has to pay everything! i didnt even spend a cent=D





i feel so bored, havent seen saritha, kesh, prasee, varsha blah blah for a long time WHERE YOU GUYS MIA?!!..well, actually 3 days la..but its long okay.i'm like so used to seeing them every day, but they all so busy with rc and school, and me? dont even have to go back to school for a single day! i'm gonna plan something soon. i kinda miss crapping with them yea? ): *misses*





good nites.





Surprise surprise, i'm coping well enough(:





'Falling


'Jaspreet

Chicken dance-in th middle of bugis.

'Jaspreet

potong pasir; my lovely hometown(:
licking good=D
i like my hair colour here, loads(:
ooooooo

th roses some unknown guys gave us(:
they were sweet(:

my butt was screwed today!! i was like half an hour late, and then darvin, faizal, shettal, raj and sis made me perform a chicken dance at bugis..in front of everyone!! wtf?!! talk about embrassing lah..luckily i didnt see anyone i know, or not my reputuation= down th drain. today faizal and darvin damn fucking gory can? cos i and shettal drinking bubble tea, den they keep on saying bubble tea is made from grinding hamsters and their fur all..so disgusting, and they didnt stop until we lost our appetites and gave them our bubble teas): stupid dumbo-s!

Went sheesha-ing with sheetal and sis. reached there around 6.30? sat there all e way until 9.10..hahahha..damn funny can..from burning charcoal to getting high on sheesha! eh, really leh, sheesha can get you high, i couldnt't walk straight for a while=P lol..damn shiok(: Den wen we halfway sheesha-ing, three guys came up to us and gave us three roses..damn sweet la..lol, but we were kind of stunned=D crapped and talked alot for 3 hours straight..talked all our feelings out..looking forward to this friday, might be going clubbing=D but again, maybe only=D i'm having fun,so much fun, im able to get him out of my mind much easier! three cheers to jaspreet!! hip hip horray!! right.

quote of th day- One spoil, all spoil together=D(quoted by faizal)


woah..this is easier then i thought..at least for now.i don't noe wad else to expect in th coming future but, yea, i'll have to deal with it. I noe things are never gonna be th same now. sigh..but,still, i miss him. i wanna get over him as soon as possible..i guess i need time. a lil more time.

'Falling
'Jaspreet

Sundays are lazy days(:

Currently late. am supposed to bath 20 mins ago..have to meet shettal, darvin in 45 mins at bugis, and im still lazying around(:
will be back late todayyy!! yay(:
i better go, am so fucking screwed):

'Falling
'Jaspreet

Sometimes, you've gotta see it urself.

long time ago.

today's pic(:

~Sometimes~(britney spears)

You tell me you're in love with me

Like you can't take your

Pretty eyes away from me

It's not that I don't want to stay

But every time you come too close

I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say,

'Cause it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move slow

There's things about me you just have to know

[ Chorus ] Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide

Sometimes I'm scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right, be with you day and night

Baby all I need is time,

I don't wanna be so shy oh no

But every time that I'm alone

I wonder why

Hope that you will wait for me

You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say

'Cause it sounds so good

But if you really want me, move slow

There's things about me you just have to know,

[ Chorus ] Sometimes I run

Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you

But all I really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right, be with you day and night

All i really want is to hold you tight

Treat you right, be with you day and night

Baby all i need is time

Just hang around and you'll see

There's nowhere I'd rather be

If you love me,

trust in me

The way that

I trust in you.

Hi,.i'm back again..second post for th night..cos im like super bored..

th first few days of th holidays will be spent, sleeping(: Den after that, i wanna go out everyday, every night,every min of my holidays, wadever. I find it torturous to stay at home with absolutely nothing to do. like staying at home for 3 hours today was terrible..sigh. I'ma plan for tmr now(: buh-bye(: supposed to go swimmming or something tmr with sheetal harveen all, but no news yet?!! oh well, dont be surprised if i blog again later at night=D

` and Pretty boy, you're loved(:

'Falling

'Jaspreet

Guess i need you, baby

HEYA(:

Today had th clean-up, and parents teachers meeting..my parents didnt come anyways-_-. Seven of us were quarelling for around 1 hour about where to go after school.

1.praseedha suggested vivocity skypark.

2. Jaspreet, me, suggested th health promotion board at outram there. or either science centre=P

3.Saritha, beach. got straight bus!

4. Keshini, refused to go vivo, beach or health promotion board. LOL.

5. Shini, Serangoon gardens or watch some movie or somethingg.

6. Varsha, my house.

7. Bryan, absent at th time of quarelling.

OMG! you should have seen how we were fighting! shouting and screaming at one other! cuckoo pots. In th end, decided to come my house. ate lunch and reached my house around 1..Started playing monopoly..MONOPOLY..YEs..monopoly. Were shouting and fighting again during th game..i and prasee fighting bout who's gonna be th banker, varsha and saritha over their pieces to move. gone case la.PLayed around 1 hour? i was th winner, right guys?!!

Den made some snacks to eat, and ate it together..After tht, saritha, bryan, prasee and kesh went back around 3.30? Varsha, i and shini slacked at pp and waited for varsha's darling , dhiren to come..talked all th way till 5.30?!! whoa!! we were talking bout guys mainly=D LOL.

keshini's wonderful video(:

`Pretty boy; i love you(:

i'ma do something more interesting now. Buh-bye(:

'Falling

'Jaspreet

Changed blog skin(:

Heya(:

well, today had over 300 old folks and 40 children over at school..wanted to play with th children very much but was in charged of th elderly..oh well, at first okay la..serve them and all..but after tht, so bloody boring!! fucking boring la, didnt noe wad to do to keep ourselves entertained):

School's getting more and more boring by th day.Frankly i always wait for school to end cos it's only after school tht i actually have real fun.. 1 more day, after tht, it'll be enjoyment(: yay!!

Jaspreet= falling once again.
sheesha; sheetal(:

cabbing at night.
yes divya? you were saying?!!
evelyn and myself.
And again..us(:
Shu yi and myself(:

Jan?!!
look at saritha's face.
guess who?
clown(:

On wednesday, we decided to go toa payoh gym to work out!! dont ask me where we get all these brillant ideas! had a quick lunch and headed to toa payoh..there were ermm..(Saritha,bryan,prasee,varsha,shini and myself) 6 of us altogether. Den wen we reached there prasee say go stadium better!! walao! so hot leh!! can die la..only 3 plus!! but den the rest were forcing me to get into th stadium): den force me to run..3 big fat rounds somemore..under th sorching heat!! but i guess its for my own good(: thanks guys for tolerating all my complaining(:

run and run three rounds only..too hot..i cannot take it): prasee ran 10 rounds, saritha, varsha, shini and bryan 5 rounds..maddness!! den played racing..surprisingly, i managed to run faster than varsha..but i guess maybe cos we were all tired out ready. play and play around there until 5 plus..got changed and freshened up and den went to meet my mum.

LOOK AT VARSHA'S FACEEEE!!! OMG!!
stadium.
Sports runners of th year(:
varsha and myself.
camwhoring with my phone

dont ask.
constipated bryan=P

I went my aunt's house..got relatives from new zealand thts why. fucking shagged from all tht running):
toilet
toilet 2
toilet 3

toilet 4

On tuesday, i went over to saritha's place..We three, bryan, me and saritha went to rent some dvds to watch. Actually, we were supposed to watch mean girls but then i and bryan ganged up and decided to watch scary movies instead..But poor saritha was SCARED!! BUT we forced her=P we watched One missed call..damn scary and nice!! nicer than shutter..den after tht prasee came after she went to make her ic..we den watched mean girls cos bryan had to go home.
movie mania.
movie maddness
movie crazyness?

By th time th movie ended, it was already 7 plus? den we went down to th playground and started playing there! damn funny can..dunno how many times we fell and hurt ourselves but we still ended laughing all over th floor!! play and play until 8.30/9? still were in our school uniforms=P LOL. After tht, took a bus and went home. couldnt walk properly= too tired from all tht laughter!

Maybe we should watch movies amongst ourselves more often..its much fun, you can do wadever you want, and also talk/laugh as loud as you want((:

fuck la..my legs all still so fucking cramped from all tht running..sigh..i wonder how praseedha does it!!

Yea..smiling outside, but dying inside. i love you, knowing i cannot get you): i guess i'l have to control myself..and get over you as soon as possible yea?

ok..i need to go(: buh-bye.

'Falling

'Jaspreet