i'm sorry, i didnt mean to let you down

oh yeah,

I'm thinking of curling my hair now

big curls

idk yet, am still deciding

Hello(:

i'm too lazy to recall where i've went and wad i've done over the past few days.

so i've just roughly say whatever i can remember yeah.

sunday, engagement in the morning and another wedding at night

yes! at night! was my first time attending a wedding at night

it was at 8 plus, ended at 11 pluss

my first time going to a hindi temple as well, its rather interesting(:

anw, today went with pritpal darling!

after months!

went to quite a number of places, vivo, ps and then toa payoh

seriously we had so much to talk about that we didnt even take any pictures

damn.

All i remembered was that we were talking non-stop about anything and everything

and she told me some other stuff about him

that made me feel so so

bad and evil

seriously la,

i just didnt want him to live a lie

If he had liked me wen i liked him as well, den things would have been better

but now, noo..i cant):

i feel so bad and angry at the same time.

sigh. have am i gonna face him now?

esp, wen we're all planning to meet next week.

oh, great.

Anyways, we're all planning to go out

as in my punjabi school homies(:

it's gonna be fun

if he's not there):

And babes, when will you'll be free?!!

its alr one whole month and we havent gone out leh

Am missing you'll.

havent even met some of you'll since you'll came back from china

i've seen her schedule and oh boy, its darn packed

pra's probably in camp noww ):

:S

dun worry, i'll call you'll soon and we'll plan up alright?

And varsha? i think i rly owe you a big apology

im seriously, sincerely sorry for wad i forgot

i owe you one babe ):

And you,

Can you just shut up?

bloody scumbag, tryna make me feel more and more stupid and guilty

ah, forget it la.

i'll write soon. probably tmr.

bye, good night

Jaspreet