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im going straight to th point.
firstly, im going out with them cos i just cnt stay at home and you guys go out with me only once a week or maybe less. so wad u want me to do for th rest of th days? it th holidays eh. you noe, you guys say tht i dont bloody care. but half of th stuff bout you, i also dunno. wen i asked her wads going on, why does she sound so sad on her blog, she told me its nth. why wanna keep a low-profile from me? someone you've known for 3 years? nvm tht now. its just tht you noe, i felt hurt too when she did tht bullentin in her blog.
1. i love?
2. I miss?
3. who will be th maid of honour in ur wedding?
4. Wads on ur mind right now?
5. who noes you th best?
three BEST FRIENDS? i dont think so you noe. im not jealous too it's just tht i feel left out. Who noes you th best? th answer was her. THERE, it shows tht i dont noe you properly yet. you never do tell me much stuff. still, i believe there's stuff i dont noe bout either of you.why do you just say, two BEST FRIENDS than three BEST FRIENDS? i rather it three good friends, than three best friends , cos, i dont think you guys consider me one of your best friends. nvm tht. im happy to be a good friend rather than a best friend who feels left out half of th time. i've dealt and accepted this long long ago.

and you noe wad? i said i dont wanna be like her, 2-3 months ago? tht was wen i knew nth bout her. but now, when i do,i dont see anything wrong in her. you guys dont understand.i am like her now, so be it.

and yea. the main point of everything. i'll like to noe when did i LIE? when did i say im kinda busy? if its about tht mediacorp thing, den , i believe i told you im no longer interested and i feel its a waste of my time. if i dont wanna go, den its my prob. you can call me irresponsible, but whatever. its not like it was really serious or wad rite. they didnt even care whether i came or wad anyway. u tell me la, you guys got ever ask me to go out with you and den i say i busy but den go out with th others? got a not? if got, my fault. but this mediacorp thing? if i feel tht its a waste of my time, den so be it la. i really dont think i wanna waste my time there. never go also wrong? go also, den u say i give you tht not interested face. den wad you wan me to do?
wad not interested face you talking bout? name me one instance, so tht maybe i'll noe wad you mean.
i didnt even say you guys are boring. e past few outings; the sangeet, th bowling all.. i enjoyed myself wad, like how i used to. if i really not interested right, i would avoid going out with all of you. but thts not th case now. i have fun okay. just maybe sometimes, things get boring cos we dont plan properly or our plans cock up.

eh..dont be like this luh. i never ever said tht i've found cooler friends wad. i still go out with you all, laugh around and everything right. den like tht, whenever i mention them, you feel that i feel more happy with them than with you all ah? fine luh, den. i dont mention them again luh. you guys have been my friends for three years straight ready, they only few months. wad makes you think tht im closer, or have more fun with them? where got our friendship so weak one? pls la.it's th holidays, i dont meet you guys as often. but hey, tht doesnt mean tht i dont have fun with you all or i prefer others than you all rite. damn hurtful la, they way we all fighting all.

if it changes anything, or doesnt make us break, i'll stop hanging out with them. i've known you guys for three years, i wanna count more fun years to come. i need to seriously meet you guys and talk stuff. seriously.
everything's fucked up.

'Jaspreet