i didnt ditch youu.
i seriously didnt.
its just tht she was going home my way.
so i thought i will have someone to follow home.
i asked u.
if u wanted to leave or wait for us.
until we finished going toilet.
wch took only 5 mins.
u said u'll leave.
den wad can i do.
just cos i go home with someone else.
doesnt mean i ditched u.
she'll walk with me till e bus stop.
wch was why i followed her.
i didnt run away from you or avoid you.
if i did.
then its called ditch.
i simply asked u to wait for a while.
u couldnt.
i understand.
u left.
not i ran away leaving youu behind.
so why is it that u feel i ditched u.
i wonder if that post was bout me.
if it wasnt.
den i sorry.
cos.
i've grown so paranoid about the last argument.
tht i actually.

1.go home and think about wad i said or did.
2.think bout wad u'll think bout me.
3.am not being myself.
4.control myself from saying anything.

i dont noe.
but i wonder when.
did our friendship become so weak.
that if i go home with someone else beside u.
u'll feel like i ditched you or feel dissapointed.
maybe its my fault.
and if its my fault.
then tell me.
cos i feel that ive havent done anything wrong.
that day and today has hurt me.
that day when i found out everything.
that day when u guys thought i was too vain.
cos i feel that i am who i am.
and that youu guys should have accepted me for who i am.
be it im vain or wadever.
cos no one is perfect.
i havent been able to change.
cos i feel that being vain is nth bad.
i noe i've hurt you all too.
and that maybe u'll never be able to forget it.
but i dont mind.
no complains.
its just that since tht day.
i've been not able to act like my usual self without feeling worried.
bout wad u guys will think bout me.
i hope things will change for the better.
no complains against you or her.
just wanna let u noe.
that even if u feel that i've not done anything.
for this friendship.
i still treasure this friendship.
and will countinue.


not really in the mood to post anything
maybe another day.
sry.

(never meant to criticize you. just wanted to make things clear. im sry if i hurt u in any way.)

'All good things do come to an end.
'Jaspret

Sari and me.

23-2-08 ~A day wch will never be forgotten((: All night((: 7pm to 7am
hehe((:

hi!!

lemme say something first.

SATURDAY, 23-2-08 WAS THE BEST DAYY EVER!!!!!

ENJOYED IT BEAUTIFULLY((:

i thank my sister firstly for making it happen and e rest of jdm((:

okayy...i shall elaborate on tht day

At first in my previous post,i said i was gonna stayy at saritha's sis chalet..my whole plan backfired cos of some reasons...shall not elaborate...anyways, went to my aunt's calet first..after spending an hour or so over there, my sis and i headed to saritha's sis chalet...both at pasir ris so good for us((: over there, witnessed sumitha cutting e cake and everything..e cake wass huge and beautiful okayy=P haha...oops,just remembered i forgot to give sumitha her ang bao!! hehe... den after a while, my sis was pestering me to lave...so i hhad to leave...I'M SORRY FOR BACKFIRING THE PLAN OF ME STAYING OVER, SARITHA,VARSHA AND SHINI)): I really had no choice.

Den after leaving, my sis and i decided to get a cab but couldnt so wait and wait and wait until finally a cab came...e taxi man so funny okayy:(cd=cab driver)

Sis: uncle,wanna go Boat quay

Cd: HAHAHA...JUST as i guessed!!! hahahahahahahahahaha

Sis: *Stares at me and shakes head*

Cd: hahahahahahahahahaha

Sis: uncle,..

Cd: hahhahahahahahah

sis: erm...uncle,...

Cd: hahahahaha

Sis: UNCLE!! i wanna go boat quay NOW.Right now.

Cd: erm *clears throat*...rite..okay...wch way u wanna go?

Sis: the fastest

Cd: i go by ecp den exit at pie den exit at blah blah blah

Sis: ya ya...wadever.

wasnt tht funny?? haha..well, it was funny for me at least!! e taxi ride sooo long okayy...but the uncle sped all e way...big time i telll you..listen to the other part

Cd: okayy..we're here

Sis: okay...thanks...bye

Cd: have a nice day...make sure u two be careful

sis: okayy...thanks

Cd: yea...u must thank me...i fly and came u noe...so u must all..blah blah blah.....

Sis: bye uncle.we're leaving. *slams door*

ha! anyways, went to meet everyone...at first, i a bit unsocialable...den they all started talking to me all...and thts wen the funn came in..sat outside circular road 7-11 there for like 3 hours...everyone drinking,smoking and talking((: den went to krishh..(its a hindi club) actually only above 18 but they all managed to bring me in...so sweet of them((: den a lot of nonsense happened but i lazy to rite..den bout 6.30 AM we left the club...den just walk here and there lor...den police came all...cos they all drunk den wanna disturb ppl all..go punch a guy..aiyoh...but a bit funny((: haahahah...so went to eat mac...den took taxi and went home...reached home at around 7.45AM ...i skipped lots of stuff...lots...

hhaahaha..on e whole had lotsa funn!! hoping for more such outings((:

its just tooo fun lahh!!!!((:

okayy better go now...study for common test)):

~somehow i dont really care of how u think of me anymore...im who i am and u've gotta accept me for the way i am...u'll never change me..everyone has their own life and no one can screw my life up no matter wad cos 'U'RE WORDS DONT REALLY MEAN A THING NOW. so there.

I LOVEE MY SISTER((:

'all good things do come to an end.

'Jaspreet

Fighting for de pillow((:
Smooching behind the pillow
Smile your troubles away??
All time fav((:
ME((:

hi everyone((:
IM SUPERRR EXCITED NOW!!!!!!!!

Today is the day we have all been waiting for...at least me(: yay!! today's saritha's sis 21st bthday chalet and im gonna stay!! yay! you noe being 21 is sooo unfair!! cos since saritha's sis is already 21, she allowed to rent porn tapes and watch them at the chalet!! her mum allows it!!!!!! omg...so lucky...lol=P i havent actually packed my bag...im too lazy to even start..lol..wohooo...cnt wait((:

Today morning at 10 something...while i was about to blog,saaritha called me..it was soooo random okayy...our conversation is written below:

Sari: hi!! im coming ur house
Jas:oh...ok...for wad ah?
Sari:Donate money for our red cross flag day..
Jas:ohh..im only gonna donate $1
Sari:no...$2...4 of us will be coming
Jas:okayy...wad time u coming?
Sari:Dunno
Jas: ??

So,anyways all four of them, saritha,varsha,gwendolyn,and shini came over...they were lost at first and sari called me like 4 to 5 times!! lol..and they spent 1 and a half hours here slacking...we tried on my shoes and looked through pics and took stupid pics including varsha sitting in a very SEXAY position!!!...and also laughed like mad ppl!! funn la i tell youu..wait i shall put some pics...and i shall also put some pics of me cam-whoring=P have to go now...pack my stuff now...see youuuu((:

All good times do come to an end.
'Jaspreet

20-2-07

Hi agaiinnn..i think my blog looks wayy better than it was 1,2,3 days back...AND CREDIT GOES TO KESHINI RAMASAMY((: thanks a lot kesh...i really appreciate the help((: still dont noe a couple of things but i'll learn gradually okayy.

Today was chemistry paper...so tough lahh...and the eng?? no need to say anything..the teachers probably wanna skin us alive)): maddness i tell yooo...after tht i had to write a math formula twenty times just cos i got a question wronggg...i mean wth??!!

den decided to go plaza sing with saritha,shini and varsha..i,saritha and varsha went first...shini had remedial..den guess wad???!!
shini got kinda lost at dhoby ghaut mrt!! so funny cann??!! she saw so many escalators till she confused ready..we eat lunch at e kopitiam..den started talking bout funny stuff and saritha's sis 21st bth'day chalet this sat...looking forwardd to it man...((: den laughed our way to SASA-the make-up store...den at first we stand outside...den i suggested we do eyebrow threading and everyonee was like shocked =O..so i went it but wen i saw e twzeers i chickened out and ran away...den kena push in again by the other three cos i go open my big mouth ready...so scared la...i mean after varsha did she was like gonna cry thanks to the pain...but saritha didnt lemme chicken out like how i also do)): so i did it...and was controlling the pain like shit okayy...i mean was PAINFUL okay...but at least we did it...all four of us..CHEERS FOR THE BRAVERY PPL!!! YAYYAYAYAAYAY!! rite...but she didnt do it properly u noe...destroyed my eyebrows...bitch...but at least she was nice so she's not really a bitch...so ya...i dont really noe wad rubbish im saying...ooppsss)):

okayy...thts all folks...rite now..im irritated by this stupid guy tormenting me on msn...ima screw him soon...buh-bye((:

'Everything comes to an end
'Jaspreet

hi everyone!!
rite...a bit fustrated...dont noe a thing of how to change the layout all...argghhhhhh...
hmm...guess i should just wait till sari and kesh help me!! lol...take care and nites((:

'Jaspreet